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2005-07-10 - 7:06 p.m. Worries and Ass Kicking Why are we as humans destined to repeat our mistakes?? I have a Master�s degree in management for heaven�s sake! Okay, well maybe I wouldn�t be off so bad if I had just stopped at a Bachelor�s, cause, come�on, we all know managers aren�t the best decision makers. Anyhoo, today I�ve been kind of bummed because I�ve been ticking off all the ridiculous mistakes I�ve repeated and mentally kicking myself in the ass for it. We�re in debt up to our gills (only because we�ve been counting our chickens before they�ve hatched.) I keep saying we�re gonna be okay because hubby will be working soon, but who am I kidding?? Unless we learn to budget, we�re gonna keep digging the proverbial hole. I still haven�t lost any weight. If anything I�ve been eating worse. And I keep smoking. Yes, I started smoking again because of a very weak excuse. I don�t know what�s with me. Is it post-partum depression from graduating?? Ugh!!! I�m such a dumbshit. I really do want to turn things around. Fact is, I seem to be doing better fixing other people, than myself. We just adopted a new roommate today. He�ll only be here for three months, but still� The other roommate seems to be doing really well. He�s dropped a lot of bad habits, I just wish I could drop mine. I think I�m gonna try to go do something productive and hope my hubby doesn�t spend too much money while out fishing. (biting nails)
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