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2005-04-08 - 11:14 p.m. Ine (Een) Whore Well mentally I�m faring well. I think I�m doing pretty well at work. As a matter of fact I�m working on team created to pull together data that has been pretty difficult to pull together in the past. As a matter of fact, it�s fairly difficult to pull together now. But we�re certain we can do it, and do it pretty quickly. So well that the head IT guy has challenged us with a bet. Now, I won�t get into the intricacies of this bet, but if we win, I�ll be pretty psyched. If we can pull this off, then the head IT guy will be impressed and I�m all down with that. See, I�m a recognition whore. I love it when people acknowledge that I�m good at what I do. I�m pretty proud of doing what I do well. It�s gotten me where I�m at today. Not that I don�t have insecurities. I always worry if what I�ve done is good enough and what I�ve done is as correct as it can possibly be. Which makes me a pretty paranoid and stressed out doobie. Anyway, mentally, I�m doing okay. Physically�well, I�m not doing so well. I�m tired and starting to reap the benefits of a caffeine, fast food, and smokes diet. I really got to stop this. I had promised myself that as soon as I finished this class (two more weeks to go), that I would start focusing on eating healthy, not smoking, and exercising. But frankly, it�s killing me right now. I�m tired all the time and I�m start to feel little pains in my chest. I�ve felt this way before and if I can just stop smoking, I will feel so much better. But I�m an �-ine� whore too, just like my buddy redtoaster. �-ine� whores can�t shake everything that ends in �-ine�. Like caffeine and nicotine. I try to quit but after about an hour, I get the shakes. Ugh!!!! Damn my physical addictions!!!!! Okay, well I need to get some sleep. This is ridiculous. Take it easy sleezy�
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